How It Feels To Make Aligned Decisions VS. Not
May 20, 2022
Have you ever made a scary investment in yourself?
I have. I took a terrifying action this week.
And in the past three years, I’ve made a few big investments in myself.
And every single time I upleveled beyond what I knew was possible for me. Beyond what I thought I could be, do or have in this lifetime.
3 years ago, to make the money to self publish our book, One Truth, Phil drove around to garage sales for hours every Saturday, on his one day off in the midst of 80 hour work weeks, to find things to flip on ebay for a profit. The rest of the money we needed, we put on credit cards. I had DECIDED that my book was published and was a huge success and so it was.
About 5 months after publication, One Truth was making about $1000 a month, which was huge! But definitely not enough for Phil to quit his job – he made 5x that as a nurse and we still felt strapped financially. One day, I woke up and had the guidance that he had to quit that very day. We were scared, really, really scared. But we did it, because after 8 years of ignoring our guidance, we weren’t willing to live that level of stuffing down our truth anymore - we knew how miserable that felt.
Within a week of him making the phone call saying he wasn’t coming back, the royalties from One Truth surpassed what he made as a nurse.
Last year, I got the guidance to invest in a business coach. This was terrifying, because it was a LOT of money. But we did it, because at this point, every time I followed my guidance, the universe was catching us. It was getting easier to make the crazy investments in ourselves.
Within 3 weeks of hiring the business coach, we had a $60,000 cash month.
This week, I got the guidance to invest in a millionaire mastermind. I was scared, really, really scared. It was a LOT of money to invest - I could easily buy 2 brand new cars with it. Even though I know that my message NEEDS to be shared with the world, imposter syndrome was rearing its ugly head. In the shower, I told I Am – I’m scared you’re going to let me down.
I Am said something that made my mind explode: I’ll never let you down. Will you let yourself up?
And I knew in that moment that I had been clutching a lead ball to my chest, afraid to let go. If I would just move it to the side by making this scary decision, I would naturally rise up.
And this is true for all of us. If we get out of our own way, if we allow the universe to do its thing for us without our fears and doubts making our decisions for us, we will naturally rise up.
When I pressed BUY NOW on the millionaire mastermind, it was 3:33 pm. I spent the night feeling myself energetically upgrading.
Today, I am not the same person as I was 3 days ago. I have ascended so many levels energetically I’m literally buzzing all day long with energy.
But the thing is, despite so many decisions I’ve just shared with you where I TRUSTED deeply in the universe when it made no sense and the universe supported me – I have also made some lousy decisions out of fear.
Last year, after I created Quantum Money Business Blueprint, I was guided to continue sharing more of my gifts around money and business, because the truth is, to manifest money like you’d probably love to do, the quickest and easiest path is to CREATE something. And if you create something, you need a path, like a business, to get it to the people who are your most soul aligned customers. And that business needs a plan that lights up your soul and brings you the money to expand the delivery of your creations and gifts to even more souls who will benefit from them.
I did not follow my guidance. I did not offer coaching. I did not continue telling you how to create money and a business that lights you up every single day.
I got scared. I played small.
And it SUCKED.
Now, taking on coaching clients, talking about money and business, I’m lit up again. I get to be ALL of me - spiritually, energy, business & money.
And I also know the feelings of the two things: making a decision from trust that your wildest dreams are possible upgrades you energetically in miraculous ways. And making a decision from fear that you might fail destroys you on every level – it sucks the life out of you.
And I wanted you to know this about making decisions. Because I wish someone would have told me. I would have made a lot of decisions differently if they had.
You don’t have to be perfect. You don’t have to know how – you just have to trust where you are led and what lights you up and gets you excited.
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And remember, YOU are more powerful than you’ve ever imagined.